You may think that the only way to have sacred sex is to sit in yab yum position, gaze into your partner’s eyes and have slow sex for hours and hours.

I know that was my idea of Tantra before I started exploring it. 

My preconceived notions of how tantric sex “should be” limited my sexual expression.  I felt frustrated. My fear of being judged as “too sexual” was holding me back from expressing myself freely.

I received a big blessing.

I began exploring tantra with an experienced lover.  He held a really safe space for me to go deep into in all these different expressions of Sacred Sexuality. Something amazing happened when I let go of how I thought Tantric sex should be and just fully surrendered. 

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I was able to let my inner Sacred Slut loose.

I thought there was so much to learn in order to become a tantric lover: only to realize that She, my inner Holy Whore, knew exactly what to do.

She had known all along… patiently waiting for me to finally set her free.

And once I let Her out of the cage, for the first time, I remembered my Erotic Innocence. I remembered the sacredness of sexuality and the mysticism of spiritual eroticism.

This was the beginning of my tantric journey, and I have to say, it has been the most deepening,  challenging, beautiful, sexy experience of my life.

Something magical happened.

Once I connected more deeply with this Sacred Slut archetype She started writing through me.

I never considered myself a writer or a poet. I thought it was a talent that you were born with and you either had it or you didn’t.

One day I was having wild sexual fantasies running through my head.

I just playfully started writing it down.

Words came streaming in effortlessly.

Time slowed down.

I was in a state of pure creative flow.

I was so surprised when I read my poetry. Did I really write that? It felt so liberating!

Since a young age it had been challenging for me to express my deep emotions, longings, and desires in spoken word. For the first time in my life, through the power of poetry, I found a way to creativity express these wild and esoteric fantasies.

I write erotic poetry as a way to channel my sexual energy into a creative outlet. Some poems are pure fantasies, some are based on real life experiences i’ve had, and some are deep prayers to the Goddess and Shiva.

Divine Play

See that’s the thing,

Our love was intense

To many people

it didn’t make sense

Deep, mysterious,

And sacred love sessions

Fueling the divine play

of all the different expressions

For you see, in the end

Everything is Divine.

It’s just our minds

that like to separate and define

Once we pierce through the illusion

of black and white

We realize

Behind it all

There is an ever pervasive pure LIGHT

In him, I see Shiva

In me, he sees Shakti

Devotional worship

Sex became our form of Bhakti

 

Morning Prayer

Each and every

single day,

Upon waking,

she would pray

Kneeling down in front of the altar

of Her King,

This prayer had become

a daily thing.

Her hands reach out

to grab his thighs,

Pulling him in closer,

looking up in his eyes

“Give me my communion, my Holy Salvation”

Penetrate my throat, induce my meditation

She gazes up,

her mouth wide open,

In full reverence

and utter devotion.

With her tongue she starts

to lick and tease

Her ultimate intention:

to worship & to please.

Sucking his lingam soft and slow,

then fast and strong

Her mouth fully wet

and oozing warm

Ego fades, leaving only a feeling

of servitude inside

Taking him in deeper and deeper-

oh this sacred pleasure ride!

Thrusting his lingam inside her throat

by pulling her hair,

Not letting go…

Making her surrender there.

And then…. A sudden state of trance,

both entering a mystical inner dance.

Time dissolves and appears

in slow motion

Lover & Beloved melting

into one erotic ocean

Washing away all

tainted layers,

then slowly ending

her morning prayer..

Hands at her heart, bowing down

and kissing the ground

His humble servant, she lays at his feet,

not making a sound.

A moment of Silence & Deep gratitude

prevails

He opens his eyes as he deeply

exhales,

“Enough for today…

Tomorrow you can pray more.

One more thing…

I love you, My Holy Whore”

Divine Mother Invocation

Oh Great Mother,

Maha Shakti,

Primordial WOMBan,

The One that gave birth to All

The One that dances to life the full expression of Shiva, the endless Void…

I Bow before you, My Holy Mother 

Let me be your Servant of Peace.

Let me be your Warrior of Truth.

I invoke your nurturing, unconditionally loving, soothing energy into my Being

May your energy flow through me

May you grant me the Strength to always live my life in full alignment with the Truth of Who I Am

May you heal my Body, my Mind, and my Spirit, from anything that is no longer serving my Highest Purpose

Burn away all that is not me, until all that remains is Your Holy Essence

May my body become a vessel for you to Bless the world

May I always remember You in Me.

May I see beyond the illusion of Separation…

May we merge together as One…

& Swirl through this ocean of existence in effortless Grace…

Om anandamayi, chaitanyamayi, satyamayi, parame swari.

“Om, she full of bliss, she full of consciousness, she full of truth, she who is supreme.”

About Aida Lucie


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Passionate Poetess. Erotic Empress. Dancing Dakini. Mystical Priestess… wanderlust running through my veins since a young age. I traveled to countless countries in search of truth, beauty, and divinity. Throughout my travels I witnessed the suppression of women and sexuality in so many different ways.

My Senegalese roots makes the suppression of feminine sexuality a topic that touches my heart very deeply.  Sexual suppression, especially in my own family and ancestors, is what fueled my passion for women’s empowerment and liberation.

I am blessed to receive the teachings of sacred sexuality and the tantric path. I completed by Shakti Spirit Teacher Training with Monika Nataraj who weaves together tantric techniques for women, creative movement and dance, meditation, ritual and feminine empowerment. I am currently studying holistic nutrition, and deeply immersing myself in dance and the healing power of this ancient feminine practice.

Through my mystical poetry, and shameless presence, I hope to inspire other sisters to courageously let go of limiting belief systems, and step into their full authentic feminine power. My dream is to see this spark of shakti fully ignite in every woman, bringing healing, balance, and unconditional love back to the world.